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So for this blog i decided that i would put in a recipe of these famous peanut butter chocolate chip cookies....also known as Reese-eee Piece-eee Cookies! :)
Ingredients:
1/2 cup of butter
1/2 of sugar
1/2cup of brown sugar
1 egg
1tsp of vanilla
3/4 cup of peanut butter
1 cup of flour
1tsp baking powder
pinch of salt
1 cup of chocolate chips
Directions:
1. blend butter, sugars, egg and vanilla together until creamy, then blend in peanut butter
2. mix dry ingredients together, then add to wet ingredients mix well!
3. add in your chocolate chips
4. bake at 375 F, for 10-12mins
I HIGHLY recommend doubling the recipe!!!!!!! you wont regret it.....but your hips might hahahaha! also drink a big glass of milk with these :)
soooooooooooooo i have been rather patient with getting my new car....and finally someone wants to buy my old one, YAHOOO....BUT it is taking forever for this transaction to go down...and its rather frustrating (grrr)! sooo here is the pic of the new car that i want, note i want it in Black or White....i'm excited none the less to get it.....so hopefully that happens soon :)
there is a lot of pressure to be thin and wear a size 2 in this society.....and its really fustrating because only like 20% of girls are like this.....its high exspectations for girls of the other 80%....it's funny that these 20% 's have no idea what its like to be 80%
days i wish that i didn't have to worry if something was going to fit me or not......i worry constantly cuz i know i cant wear these cute clothes cuz i dont fit into them.....which is hard because i should be wearing those clothes at my age. I don't go out to places cuz i cant figure out what to wear, cuz i am so ASSAMED of who i have become.....not something i thought would happen, hey i was a gymnast half my life and really fit.....but you get those few bad relationships that just ruin you....and the only thing to comfort you is food....which is true with me....i picked food over everything.....it was the only thing that never judged me, never hit me, never called me names, never picked me over hard drugs......pretty fucked up....i think so. I'm not my real self....or how i used to be, i put a mask on for everything.....cuz the underlining person thats there....isnt there....she's gone....and let everything go with it!
it's hard when you don't feel beautiful.....or cute in anything you wear....and days you wish you could be that 20%, but some people dont feel the pain of being overweight, cuz they've never been like that....and people think its funny to laugh and be like "oh that girl is fat" or "cant that girl just work out" usually when someone is over weight there is something else going on....something emotionally fucked up in there life......clearly that's what is going on with me....and i just cant seem to let it go....it's hard to figure out, it's easy for someone to say "katie let it go" it isnt that simple, weather you'd like to believe it or not, you have to burn off the emotions to burn off the fat!
i have always put up a front with people that are around me, cuz i cant be that depressed person all the time.....but deep down i am....and in the past i got fucked around with....which took a toll on my heart....and because of that i have lost my self worth and the feeling if i deserve things....i've become a lost soul.......
sooo ive been thinking about getting a new car soon! im trying to sell my old one right now....so far ive got a person interested so im stoked on that, and the new car i am wanting to get is a Mazda 3 :) omg they are sweeeeetttttttt
I've had quite the upsetting and uplifting day at the same time! it all started when i was shopping today and it was very fustrating because nothing was fitting....you know how it is and i didnt want to wear some shapless sack....i want to look cute like everyone else....who doesnt want to look good....so that put a damper on my day....Also i seem to be a target of negitive actions.....supossibly im this horrible person because i have the same tattoo as someone else....even though i dont remember this person's tattoo when i got mine done....why do people care so much....its a tattoo....im sure im not the only one that has it out of 6 BILLION people!!!! if i want to put a cute pink bows on my fuckin body im going to do so, i dont care if anyone else does.....cuz im sure they will....i would consider it a compliment that someone would want it, so deal with it....
